Well the point of this entry is that I am so grateful that;
1) I have lovely and hardworking parent that making sure I have proper education
2) I able to provide myself with basic need, a house to stay, education to feed my soul and brain, stability in career etc
3) I can still can cope with my problem which is nothing compares with what Jamil experiencing in life now
The only thing I can do to help Jamil is buying him a lunch set. The rest of it is up to Jamil on how to build up his own life.