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aku kecundang
jatuh berulang kali
dek emosi yang umpama tsunami
mengaburi hati dan perasaan

terlalu banyak rintangan
terlalu banyak dugaan
semuanya aku gagal
kerana bersikap kurang sabar
terlalu banyak pertelingkahan
terlalu banyak percakaran
semuanya terjadi
kerana panas dihati

kau ku lihat berdiam diri
membiarkan ia terjadi
tanpa ada kawalan situasi
membiarkan aku musnahkan diri
serpihan diri dikutip sendiri
dibentuk kembali menjadi diri
akan diadun dengan harapan baru
agar tidak berkecai lagi

kau dan aku mungkin bersama
dalam lingkaran mimpi tidurku
realitinya tak akan sama
kerana kau menolak aku

Because I am a Girl - Kiss

its a korean song populared by Kiss. here it goes;


Because I'm A Girl

Dodeche ar suga obso namjadurui maum
Wonhar ten onjego da juni ije tonande
Ironjog choumirago nonun thugbyorhadanun
Gu marur midosso negen hengbogiosso

Marur haji guresso nega shirhojyoda go
Nunchiga obnun nan nur bochegiman hesso
Norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
Sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika

Modungor swibge da jumyon gumbang shirhjungnenunge
Namjara durosso thollin mar gathjin anha
Dashinun sogji anhuri maum mogo bojiman
Todashi sarange munojinunge yoja ya

Onur urin heojyosso budi hengbogharago
Noboda johun sarammannagir barandago
Nodo darun namjarang togathe nar saranghanda go marhanten onjego
Sorjighi na nega jar doenungo shirho

Naboda yepun yoja manna hengboghage jar sarmyon otohge
Guroda nar jongmar ijoborimyon otohge
Nan irohge himdunde himduro juggenunde
Ajigdo nor nomu saranghanunde

Sarangur wihesoramyon modun da har su inun
Yojaui chaghan bonnungur iyong hajinun marajwo
Hanyojaro theona sarangbadgo sanunge
Irohge himdurgo oryourjur mollasso

kekasih gelapku

kekasih gelapku (secret lover) is another song from indonesia band group that getting me into it.when i listen to this song at the first time, i was almost crying (i was driving at that moment)...this song really describing my relationship best compared to any song i listen before.

i do have secret lover (kekasih gelap).he is the one who captured my heart back in year 2003. we have been together for almost 5 years already. until now nobody in my family knows anything about me having a serious boyfriend except for his side of family.the reason is that we came from different religion background.i am a catholic church follower and he is a muslim. despite of the differences, i still do love him and will fight for our happiness..that is my promise to him...

please do listen to the song and here goes the lyrics:

Kekasih Gelapku - Ungu (New Single)
ku mencintaimu lebih dari apapun
meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tauku
mencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku
meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku
haa..haa...
yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku
yang kucari s'lama ini dalam hidupku
dan hanya padamu kuberikan sisa cintaku
yang panjang dalam hidupku
haa...hidupku...
haa...
ku mencintaimu lebih dari apapun
meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tau
ku mencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku
meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku
hoo..hooo..woo...
ku mencintaimu sedalam-dalam hati
kumeskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelap
kumencintaimu lebih dari apapun
meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tau
ku mencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku
meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku
kekasih gelap
ku...huuu...

The Cave of the Golden Roses

The Cave of The Golden Roses:

does anyone remember or ever watch that movie before? i came cross with the name of fantaghiro (the main character in this movie) and start searching for the details...then..i managed to get the video clip of that movie...i love that movie once i put my eyes on it...it is really romantic kind of movie...i watched it many times already and still have not enough....in fact, i fell in love with the character named romualdo..he is so damn handsome....wish i can dream of him today....hehehe...

another journey ahead

another journey ahead....tomorrow afternoon i am heading to kota bahru for the Agriculture Day for state level. Indra, Erin and hafriz is already there waiting for me....cant wait for another journey ....but then i need to think on something to prepare my proposal paper for another course i took in this semester....that proposal paper need to be submit on this coming tuesday... today..i took half day at work because i need to attend the student's oath ceremony in the campus...

The ceremony kicks off with the national anthem n UPM song.

Hani and the rest chatting while waiting for the ceremony to start

this is me, lam, and hani make a stand to honour the arrival of the honoury guests

a glimpse of the backdrop

merdeka!!!

hahaha....the 'merdeka' feels is with me tonight because i already submitted my first assignment for this semester...it was a tortured moment for me because i did my assignment at the last minute due to my busy schedule at work...i was not really happy with it because for me it was the worst assignment ever made by me since my bachelor days...so from now on i will promise myself that i am not going to do any of my assignment at the last minute ever again...so tonight i celebrating my 'merdeka' mood with fried mee hoon i bought from the nearby stall...doesnt taste good at all but i am hungry ...so..just eat la...