Now, it seem that the open door wont be there for me or I might not be there to enter the open door. Nothing that I can say much..I had so much fun do blog writing. I think I started to achieve my goal a bit by bit which I start from a scratch. I met friends throughout Malaysia and some out from Malaysia via blog. But sometimes things can get out of our control and messed up. I think I should stop mumblings right now..Thanks for everything..I wont be around.