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I already told my mom about my relationship with him. I told her that its already over but i do love him. She took it calmly and said "This going to be first and the last conversation about this because I dont want to hear anything about it". She also said that it is enough of her losing one son (converted to Islam three years ago) and not going to lose another child of her (that is me of course). She said it is still okay for her losing a son but not a daughter because nobody can help me if anything happens to me in the future. What she means is that if under any circumstances, nobody going to protect me if I might facing a divorce or anything like it. It would make her more hurts than seeing her daughter being unprotected under that circumstances. She rather to see my unmarried as long as I didnt marry any muslims guy in the future. But if I still want to pursue my dream with him, mom said she going to consider that she never had me as her daughter anymore. Well, You know ...

This song I dedicated it to someone that I love.You know who you are. Wanita yang Kau Pilih Malam selalu panjang Di waktu aku merindukanmu Kau bisa menjaga aku Hingga diriku merasa teduh Aku seperti kamu Menginginkan dan memerlukanmu Karena kita tak mampu Untuk selalu pergi menjauh Kau jadikan aku ini Wanita yang kau pilih Untuk jadi kekasihmu Dan kau pun tlah aku minta Setia sepertiku...hingga waktunya tiba Aku percaya penuh Kau kan buatku bahagia Karna cinta tercipta Datangnya dari dalam hatiku Kau jadikan aku ini Wanita yang kau pilih Untuk jadi kekasihmu Dan kau pun tlah aku minta Setia sepertiku...hingga waktunya tiba

This song was dedicated to me by someone that really love me before until I screwed up everything because I cant control my anger. I lost him forever. He said it was over and nothing that can changed it back. Thus, I hate myself for things that i had done to our precious relationship. So, everytime I miss him, I will played this song over and over again. I just cant believe when he said that he doesnt love me anymore. I felt really down when he said that to me. So, everytime I remember that last conversation of us, I'll be crying and until now i cant help myself forget about him. I really love him so much and this is what GOD did to me. I just dont know whether I should hate myself of GOD for it. If I could just have another chance/wish, I wish I can tell him than I didnt meant what I did said before and I still love him and I am really sorry if I hurts him badly. Please wind, send the words to him for me. Penjaga Hati by Numata Ft. Tetty Kadi Dipetik dari Album: Dengar Numata (Son...

I came across wih an article in the internet about the benefits of green tea. According to the article, our consumptions on green tea may benefits of lose weight (good news for me), preventing cancer, controls high blood pressures, refreshes our body and etc. For example; Japanese green tea can burns fat naturally.Green tea contains high concentrations of catechin polyphenols. These compounds work with other chemicals to intensify levels of fat oxidation and thermogenesis, where heat is created in the body by burning fuels such as fat. Drinking Japanese green tea regularly will increase your metabolism and help burn fat safely and naturally. Green tea can lower cholesterol and increase energy expenditure. Green tea also causes carbohydrates to be released slowly, preventing sharp increases in blood-insulin levels. This promotes the burning of fat. Weight is gained as excess sugars and fats are stored in the body as fat cells. Green tea catechins can help prevent obesity by inhibiting t...

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Today is the first day of raya celebration in Malaysia. Even thou I am not celebrating this festive season but still I am enjoying myself...celebrate my raya with my own way.After did my laundry, my brother and I went to Low Yatt Plaza for some window shopping. Actually I went there to look for VK Mobile's phone charger. It is for Azman's brother in-law. I did managed to find the charger but I need the phone itself to make sure it really works with the charger. Since i didnt have the phone so I didnt buy it. That is my first activity in the morning. Then in the afternoon I fetch a friend of mine in STAR LRT Station in Masjid Jamek. He came all the way from Taiping since he works there. He came to KL to fetch his wife and his cute little girl at the LCCT Terminal Airport. So I help him by being his driver for a day. Here is a snap shot I took of my friend with his baby Athira. Isn't she is adorable. What a rough day i had but I am happy with what I did today....For readers i...

today I finally spoilt myself with new dress, blouses n pants. I gave myself a shopping spree at Jusco since i didnt do such an activities since started my studies. I felt so good and couldnt wait to wear it after raya celebration. and now I realize that I need more hangers to hang my cloths....hahahaha....and of course a new frying pan from IKEA in Damansara. I plan to have some cooking during the first day of Syawal...